Well... This is great, innit? I spend the night being lonely and depressed, not really because of anything in particular, and then I sit up for over 2 hours to wait for a friend, despite that I'm feeling bad, cause I'm hoping I can get cheered up, which I'm not, because she never shows. (Yes, I'm trying to make you feel guilty; I'm in a crappy mood.)
And then I'm woken with a small piece of news: My grandad's gotten a lot worse, and it's not unlikely that he'll die soon. Great. I'm thrilled, oh yay. So, in about... 10 minutes, me and my mom are going into Oslo to visit him. Dad thought I should go, so I could comfort my mom when for once her woes are actally realistic and not all in her head (she's got schizofrenia...)
So, yeah... Not in the best of moods right now. And I just know, that when I push the 'add' button, I'm gonna feel guilty for whining to all you peeps, and for complaining about being stood up when there's probably some good reason for it... Not to mention I shouldn't be feeling selfish right now, when my mom's probably gonna be in hysterics soon, and she needs my support, and not to mention that my granddad is actually _dying_, so I should really feel good with what I've got. Yeah. Great. No, sorry, doesn't make me feel better....
Cheers, people...
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WIP:
If there's anything here people want to see in particular, leave a message and nag me to get it done...
00%: Portrait of... a character. For Brian. Sort-of commision. Except not really.
90%: Portrait of Manley Pope for ~
BohemiaLMM, my love.
10%: Surprise animation for ~
BohemiaLMM. (Yes, go ahead Lausy, ponder what it is X3)
00%: HP; Robert Pattinson as Cedric Diggory. (if I'm doing this, I'm doing another pic of him instead)
05%: HP; Remus & Tonks. (lineart done)
85%: HP; Marauders group pic.
25%: HP; Remus, Sirius & James. (Sketch by ~
hilarity .. Dunno if I'll finish it.)
50%: HP; Sirius, "Drunk guy passed out on couch". (Lineart by ~
kokiri85)
40%: Mythbusters; Adam Savage & Jamie Hyneman. (because they're awesome)
75%: RP; Chris & Adam. (yay, slash!)
30%: Portrait of Robert Sean Leonard, from House MD.
85%: HP; Dan Radcliffe as Harry, gesticulating.
my grandpa was awesome
I lost my grandpa over a year ago to cancer, it simply sucked.
It's no fun watching somebody you love slowly vanish till you could barely recognize them anymore.
To hear that they were gone is when it hit home for me. I couldn't sleep much that night, and it was a minor miracle that I managed not to be a complete wreck at work that week while our family dealt with saying our final goodbyes to him.
maaan, now i'm sniffly! I wish I could huggle you right now dearie.
I really hope your grandpa gets better. I know what it feels like to be told a grandparent is most likely going to die soon. It sucks.
I'll misses you lotsies and we'll spend lots and lots of time together to make up for it and I will do everything in my power to cheer you up!